How Did We Get to Now?
Today is the last day of November. How did that happen? I've been so busy with school that I haven't even noticed the time rushing by.I just submitted my application for a 10-month program abroad. I have mixed feelings about whether or not I even want to get in. This is stupid, I know it is, but I honestly didn't think I'd care for 2DD as much as I do. I'm not even going to hesitate in saying that I am, in fact, in love with him. He's become such a huge part of my life in a really short amount of time. If I get into the program, he will have graduated by the time I come back. So pretty much, if I go, we'll be over as soon as we leave Atlanta on January 1st. It's too soon! I feel like we were just getting to the good part! I know I can't not take this opportunity just because of him, and it's ridiculous to even think about that. But I can't help it. Spending Thanksgiving on the east coast without him was misery. After finals, we'll be apart for 6 weeks, except for 3 days we'll be together in Atlanta, and then we fly off to different parts of world. 2DD will be spending January in Brussels and Prague, and I will be in South Africa. If I get into this program, I'll likely have to leave for where ever they send me as soon as I get back. And that will be it.
posted by MelissaJ @ 9:57 PM
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